I cant help but realise that i've been bepressed over somthing that i cant explain.
Because I don't know what im depressed over, I just feel like that a lot of times.
It's beeen getting worse in the last year i think.
I havent said much to people because I didn't think it was that bad at the time I noticed it. ......
School just makes me even more dpressed than usual.
It's like an otimatic switch, from mellow to just plain dpressed.
I have great times with my friends but I don't know. I don't think thats anufe to make me feel undepressed. I hate it.
I mean I know I seem happy most days but when I start thinking, or when I'm alone, I get dpressed. I think I might have a problem with depression.
Im feeling dpressed today so dont mind my very dpressing journal you can stop reading this whoever is reading it, that is if you've gotten this far.
This is my first time really saying this kind of stuff...I dont even know why I'm putting this on, I just feel like I should let it out for some reason. -_- Not like it will do anything!


WHAT IS LIFE?

I dont know!?

I have so many questions about life.

I dont have the answers and neither do you!

Is their a point in life?

Why am i asking these question's?

I wont get an answer out of it.

It's somthing i.....we can't figure out.

We will never know.

No matter how hard we try!

With religions, are actions, are way of thinking, or what not.

All i know is that im afraid of everything in life.

Im sick of it!

Why can't I be optomistic about life?